Wednesday, January 19, 2005
well, my tots now is ....haix.. 7 days after i told him i like him.. i really dun hope for him to tell mi that he likes mi.. n my classmates is disturbing mi abt him..n worst stil fren of mine tot i like dalton! -_____-" i mean..they r jokin lohx.. back to topic.. sumtimes see him alone no fren around i was rather sad..wan to push myself to him n call him to join us(mi n my fren) for recess..but i no longer hav the courage.. i feel eversince the sck start... the feelings becum stranger at least better tt day he luff n he really wanna make mi luff till nearly fell from the chair..
7 days = 1 week after i told him..
7 days = 1 week after i tok to him personally..approach him myself n tok to him..
5 days after he tok to me after sck.. n end of it...eversince fri after school we hav not been tokin...
my msn nick is still the same.. i will flash it till he came online.. to see my nick..perhaphs his com cnat read chi words..haix.. most guys dun hav the habit to say sorry? is the word sorry so hard to say n cum out from their mouth ma? y m i the one been apologising to him n he did nth when he suppose to ssay sorry other than tokin to mi n pretend nth happen..one very good example is on thurs..one day after that thing happen..
lookin forward to him came online....
saw him in sck had to pretend we duno each other..y? a frenship of 4 years jus like tt gone..i told him i dun wan to lose this frenship neither to let our relationship turn sour.. yes! i did say i wan to remain as fren..yet i m the one hu show him black face since wed.. i koe...but i m sorry..i m damn upset with myself..wad hav i done to tis.. i tried to put my feelings in my table cover.. n i ll rmb 17 jan 2005 i m really sorry.. i koe wad i say now is pointless..but i really hope we can go eat after cross country ok.. like we used to b together.. but i dun tink i ll hav the courage to ask him along..haix.. mayb he go home n hav a nap b4 he went out agian..haix...
tis morning mr sim was makin sum anouncement n wat he say had make mi tink n wonder.. xiao mu gua is goin to leave the sck soon rite..nt long he ll b.. from the angle of a sch-mate i hope he ll xcel.. ll i still meet him after he left sess?? i duno... i cant forseen the future.. after april everything woundln b the same le..mi mus study n i hope he do study as well.. top student in the level.. haix..i koe he can.. n i belive he can...
haix...saw my fren blog.. happen to see a fren of mine de fren blog..den found out that she was rather pity..gusy r so......wateva..
went to nyp today.. boring! cus my dream sck is still TP! TP rOcKs mAnX! it jus reminds mi to chck the dates agian..hold on!
17 18 n 19 feb!! haha..
so where did i stop tokin?? okie.. erm..still prefer tp bahx.. hospitality mag merge with tourism le..erm..no comments lah.. mus target to enter..haha..actually infact media mag was fun in nyp but the problem is eng must b 1-3! pengx!!!!
went to mac with joey..eat n discuss sum stuff...hee..
tml x country le lah..haix.. dun tink i ll be running.. goin by ahyi dad car lohx.. haha..
he ll be late?? haha..dun care abt him for once..haha..
but i m still lookin for him to cum online..haha..
hope mi n him can b like wad we used to b..joke around fool around.. like mi n hen like tt..haha.. crazie2...aniway my partner for crazie 2 duno go where le leh..hardly saw him now n then....o.O
ydae start tiein my hair to sck..n suddenly sumtink struck my mind n tt is.. that he used to pull my hair b4 i cut it short..haix.. ll it happen..dun tink so..
n i dun wish too..b4 he giv mi ani stupid idea..
haiz.. still tinkin.. aniway help catho slayers with their blog lah..haha so fun..see them small =X opps! no lah...fren ma.. gtg soon
byebye
take care!
yipeeS-
